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CCAs- how i wish sometimes i was stronger
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My SYF is coming soon n pressure's building up. Its like half the time we are segregated. The sec 4s included. Its like there is 2 groups who wanna rule. But half the time theres only one group making the decisions the other listening. N i happen to be in the other group, the one that listen but sometimes i get so pissed. Its like the group that talks is made up of mostly rich ppl or are pampered ppl. They get wateva they want n they think that every1 would follow them. Its like damn selfish lar. Many incidents already. Jus when i'm on the verge of forgetting wateva that has occurred, they do smth to anger u again. I give u an eg. For SYF we nid make up. If we wanna buy we would jus get smth from watsons rite? Since the nxt SYF we might not b usingthe same colour again( as in for eye shadow). Then this ppl had to go to some kind of high class shop at orchard to get it. So for smth i could get at around $10-$15 they got it at $40++. To add on, the colour is not we choose one. Though we went along but wateva suggestion we gave they ignore. They dun even respect our presence. I did not request to go is the chairman wanted me to go then in the end it turned out this way. I seriously dun understand my purpose that given that wateva i say jus passes thru their ear instead of their brain.
This friday, they actually wanted to make the practice compulsory. We came to a conclusion to make it optional since tues. But some dumb rich ass had to insist on it. The chairman knew how much me n many others were against making it compulsory her twin sister knew too. But the twins good frens whos also rich like them had to go insist during the time when the teacher was here jus that the teacher was at the toilet. I didn't wanna say anything until i realised that if i dun, it WOULD become compulsory. So then i speak up cos its like the twin who is not the chairman keeps saying that our standard might not even get us a silver or bronze. Its like damn demoralising la. Then so after lesson we went to "discuss" cos the teacher came back already. But it seemed more like a we talk u listen session instead of a discussion session. We talked but nothin went into their big head and instread they want everything they said to enter ours. Even the junior who was waiting for me oso can tell that the person was giving attitude.
Sry for complaining sooooo much i jus needed to find smth to spill the anger inside me out. i'm afraid that tis time bomb will blow b4 the competition then things will turn out pretty ugly. N seriously, thats not wat i want. I'll write again soon. :)
Claudia XD
